Wednesday, July 14

there isn't more time to spare

I spent the whole day doing a new blog skin but I failed.
UGH, wasted all my time on increasing my eyes degrees and making my foot paralysis.
I should use those time studying, okay maybe sleeping..
at least it beats doing a blog skin that aren't finish !
waste electricity
my muscle cramp
fats are concentrating
my eyes are getting worse
see! there isn't anything good about it.

photo from PeanutSatisfaction

today is just a total waste, except the last two periods where we did an experiment.
I don't even know why I am so obedient to enter the class.
Oh God, tis just remind me.
there is
only 1weekplus till our monthly test!
GREAT.
Even JingHung is starting to study, *knocks my head* "hello, little guy or girl inside! shouldn't we start too ?"

photo from Reviviscent

Tuesday, July 13

A new chapter

so, at last there is a whole new chapter.
people, i changed.
quite lot, i can say.
maybe unbearable or hard to digest but its true as it seems.

i once thought people can understand me, but i was wrong.
i think i am turning into a 30+ year old lady, from a 22+ mind but 16+ body.
i looked thru a lot. set myself a point of bursting out everything.

You can learn to know me as a stranger, all fresh, nothing same with the past.
but as u can see, i think.
I have flaws like everyone, I don't live to please others.

I am Cindy Tan , currently 16and4monthsplus. a pure Pisces .
I love Penang ! haha, kept on tell my cous that lives in KL how good is here.
I hate Spiders, but am trying to conquer this fear : )
milk doesn't attract me, I hate it since I am a toddler.
I dislikes sweet things, blah!
I Love and Hate , there is never in the middle , i think.
If I Love U , I treat U like my precious, I never keep secrets from U, I will always tell U the truth and help U be a better person.
If U can't take it, then maybe we don't have the fate.
Nowadays, I learn to live like there is no tomorrow.
Spend times with everyone that I care.

I think a lot differently from others, sometimes i think i am an alien from super outer space. haha
I am a girl that have a lot of personalities, feelings, ideas that are weird and my own point of view.
I do things that surprise people, believe me, I know what am I doing.
oh and bytheway I have been thinking of creating a nickname for myself,
what do u think about chumper / chervil ? help me choose one!