smile to cover my fear .

yesterday night , im so fed up . is study something wrong ? every 10 minutes , she must come beside me and lecture me . make me cant stand it so went to sleep between 3.30 - 4 am . because of that , i din finish all the chapters .

2nd day of exam .

BI - not as easy as i thought , am i losing my best subject ? finish it in the longest time ever . and im not sure of my answers . dont know how will i die this time .
Sej - its easier than i thought , and as i said before . if its easy then i will get a low mark , its true ! i already had a few wrong answers , and its all what i double check . bad luck or pure stupidity ?
when pei huan n i oso finish , duno why , we start talk loudly n sing children songs . hahah XD

mom came home today . her friends came to chit-chat . then later we went to KFC . why? cuz its near .
they are so funny . you should listen to what they chat ! hahahhaha . XD

after all those laughter , im thinking .
will i have reunion with my friends when i have my own family ?
if yes , then what will we chat ?
what will we be in that time ?

but...
nobody belongs to me . i cant expect anything .
they are free , i cant decide everything for them .
they arent me , i cant blame them for anything .
for now...
im satisfied with what we are and im hapi that we are best friends .

^^