why ? cuz im stupid . yesterday whole day study maths then still dont understand so study till 3am .
today's test . speechless .
Maths - sure dont have A . god bless me that at least i can get a B .
KH - its easy . but already two questions wrong answer . dont noe what grade i will get .
Geo - super tired ! do until a few questions then start fishing . caught a lot of big fish ! feel asleep for a few seconds . luckily i still can wake up then check the answers , seems like i just simply do it . start all over again .
after school with chuanmelon in library , told her a lot bout her changes between the years . i think im bad to say in the past she was that kind of person .
then meet up with cha jou in KFC just to chat . we chat a lot . about family and friends .
if she didnt tell me those feelings she have , i think i wont care bout it so much .
i never know she feel so strongly bout it . im shock ! i nearly cry in front of her , but luckily i didnt .
i feel sorry to them .
when she told me bout those conversations , i feel sad and disappointed of myself .
what she said are the truth and i should have a deep thought about these . i really should not just take care of some and ignore the others . everyone of them nid my help and care . i should not put too much effort in someone that doesnt appreciate it .
maybe because im the oldest , i always feels that i have the responsibility to help them , no matter they realize it or not . and slowly... i just look after some of them .
i feel like im a stupid big fucker jerk .
i will change . i promise .
xoxo Bang will stick together till the end of our lifes
1 comment:
y say urself in rude word??
delete it!
i dont like to see it!
she told wad to eu oh??
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