big surprise . ^^

today got a big surprised from xoxo Bang . thank you ! ^^
i really love everything that all of u have done for me .

thx Honey for the 龟苓膏 . i really like it . hehe~ enough sweet oo..
thx Darling for the heart ! haha ! noe u spend a lot of time on it ! XD
thx Dear for buying me JJ's album ! haha ! original leh... not like last time , pirate de.. hahah
thx Baby for making me smile . =] its a lot to me .
thank YOU !
Alex , i should thank u too ... cuz if u din accompany me , i think i will stand there n cry .
if not for all of u , i think im crying hard in my bed now.

what kind of fucking result i get ?
BM : 55 .
SN : 82 .
i really cant imagine what kind of placing will i get .
im just so disappointing .
this stupid result make me cant eat . cant do anything without thinking about it . din go to piano lesson and just sleep for the whole day .
i hate this kind of me . just noe how to cry...