today , is the first day of school reopen .
i didnt do anything in school .
just dreaming or thinking , im not sure .
what happen to me ?
what happen to us ?
what happen to the past ?
i just dont understand .
im such a stupid bitch now...
why did i had this kind of reaction ?
why do i have this kind of feeling ?
why am i crying so hard ?
am i still the old Tan Xin Yee ?
where did the confidence went to ?
where did the bravery went to ?
where did the hard working cells went to ?
where did the smart brain went to ?
why did i treat everyone that badly ?
where did the caring me went to ?
what have i done to everyone ?
friends , family and strangers .
sometimes i just wish one day when i feel asleep , i wont wake up anymore .
so that i will stop hurting everyone .
too many questions ,
too little time for me to find out the answers .
will these questions be answered ?
i think no...
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