the passion ?

today , wake up feeling hapi and non-burden . ^^

until 12.45pm , nid to go for my first piano lesson after... a few months .
im scare , im nervous . until i came out of there only i dont feel scare.

the moment i put my fingers on the keys , im shame of myself .
when will i find back my love for piano ?
when will i stop disappointing other ppls ?



after come back from piano lesson , start study . but only for 30mins , fell asleep .
sleep for two hours then paksa diri sendiri bangun .
study .
this is the first time i din study at midnight . maybe being in high school changes somethings .
this is life when its exam week . just study .